In today’s episode of people too curious about my womb –
Her: any children?
S : No.
Her: Enjoying yourselves, huh?
S wonder if she should be bit rude or blunt and burst this person’s bubble. Then she fake-smiles as most of us usually do.
Maybe I should have told her that I enjoy this life so much that I wouldn’t dream of having children and spoiling it. Crying myself to sleep almost every night is such an enjoyable activity. Only to be topped by daily realization of loss in the morning. Oh wait, it’s coming home to empty house that is the fun part. Or is it constant emptiness in my heart? So many fun things in my life!! Why spoil it all?
Note: posted on FB
Letters to Simon 